I come back to DA after a LONG time to find... Extreme lulz...   Like, I don't even know what to say. Really, I was laughing so hard I was near tears because of some of the drawings I dared to call art posted in my gallery. And my just down right silly   bull crap spam. xD I can't imagine how much I must have annoyed some people. I was sitting there reading it all and was like, "...Really? I was really THIS bad? I actually said THIS??  " and I find it so silly  now. And as I'm looking at all my old journal entries I see nothing but an attention whore basically. o_o SOMEBODY, ANYBODY READ THIS PLOX I'M SO BORED I NEED COMMENTS NAO. But I needed a good laugh, so it's okay.  I'm glad I saw it because, well for one: it's reassurance that my art at the moment has DEFINITELY improved. Now, I may not be a terrific artist and have a lot to learn yet, but it's refreshing to look back on your old work and see what's changed; it's a really rewarding feeling. And I hope to experience it more as I continue to practice. That and it was just funny as hell.  While I was cringing and wishing I didn't type or draw it I was laughing uncontrollably at the same time xD It's actually really weird too because you realize how much you do change over the years. Like I'm sitting here thinking, "Dude, I was a total bitch, wtf?" Like I saw how I got mad at someone for commenting on the fence behind me and not about ME. HAHA, really? Man, I was such a silly goose. It hurts, hahahaha. I don't know that annoying 14 year old girl; seriously, I don't. o_o She's dead to me. I mean, don't get me wrong; there's nothing wrong with being random and I still love it, but I just took it to a whole new irritating level i think. xD It still makes me laugh pretty hard though. A lot of it I don't even remember typing though... Which feels really weird, like I was on autopilot or something for 3 years.

My drawings....Mannn. Some of them I can still bear to look at, but most I just...deleted...Haha. I want to post more recent stuff now so I don't have to look at my old stuff. Though, truth be told, I don't finish half the sketches I do and I need to work on coloring and shading aaand everything else. I should really stop doing that. xD

Please tell me I'm not the only one who found their old drawings, and comments and such and wanted to crawl into a hole and die haha xD   

Did I mention how much I hate my old journal entries? Mostly because of the fact that there's SO DAMN MANY OF THEM and mostly all about stuff that makes no sense at all xDD  Ahh, geez.

Welll, you live and learn and I definitely learned a lot here today. >_> I  was a fag. xD Forgive me.